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Sunday, 23 June 2013 | 19:27 | 0YEHETS SO yeah , today i'm gonna talk to you about my troubles... i won't rant ( ihope?)
Recently , i just got 'Rejected' By the guy I like .. Okay uh , it may not be much to you , but it meant so much for me .. I never felt anything like that before .. I mean I do get into relationships and stuff but it kinda did not turn out as i thought it could be .. It was worse . .I got stalked (by my own ex ? ) Or is it just too controlling (?) Nah , forget it .. Uhm .. This post will be most of pictures .. Less words .. But the time you read those pictures , you'll understand ><
Its supposed to Start like this :
With Sweet words like this :
But , None of that happen So , this actually how it turn out to be :
Dear The Boy Who Shattered My Heart,
You may not realize it, but you are my everything. You were one of my best friends; you accepted me, and taught me what a friend is. I never really had one before you:( I always seemed to be everyone’s last choice, but you always found a way to sneak me in. All the moments that you seemed to have forgotten are always still fresh in my mind. I think about you every single day. And each time I see you all those memories come flooding back, engulfing me in pain all over again. Now, I keep my eyes planted firmly in the ground when I pass you by, just because I’m tired of all the hurt. Every little comment you throw my way, always breaks me into pieces. I don’t think you meant to ever hurt me, but you did; and I realize now that things will never be the same. I will never have that one person that I wanted so much. You hate me now and I don’t know the reason. I just wish that we could rewind time, just so I could relive those moments all over again; cherish each one even more this time around. I need you. You are my rock, my friend, my EVERYTHING! I need you.
Love,
The Girl Who Believed You Were The One
   
I was scared of the rejection (of course ) who wouldn't ! I mean , I never felt anything hurt so much until you did it to me..
 
I wish I could hurt you the way you hurt me. But I know that if I had the chance, I wouldn’t do it, I know they say that first love is the sweetest, but that first cut is the deepest. The saddest thing is that we both know everything about one another yet we act like stranger. You can ignore me for as long as you want, but you can never change the memories you and I had the ones I brought to your life, A million words would not bring you back, I know because I’ve tried, neither would a million tears, I know I’ve cried. I’m gonna go on pretending like I never met you. It’ll feel wrong at first, but I think I can forget you. I see right through that fake smile, I know what your real one looks like, only because I put a real one on your face every time you looked at me. I don’t hate you, I’m just disappointed you turned into everything you said you’d never be. Dear Tummy, sorry for all the butterflies. Dear Pillow, sorry for the tears. Dear Heart, sorry for the damage. Dear Brain, you were right..
“Do you know that feeling? The feeling that you get when you love someone? Genuinely love that someone? The one where you’re happy as long as their happy? Even if their happiness means that you’re not by their side? The feeling you get when you know you love them and you can’t change that no matter so you accept things as they are? The kind where, even though you know that things won’t work out the way you want it to, you still hope? The one that when just hearing a voice that sounds like him(or her) gives you the chills? That same feeling that makes you so nervous when you see a glimpse of them and you know that there will be a conversation that would make your heart drop? The feeling you get when all you want to do is say ‘I LOVE YOU’ really loudd,hoping that they’d actually hear it and take it to heart? The feeling where,no matter who you’re with,you can’t get them out of the back of your thoughts? - you’re like in a movie with a great guy who is really into you,yet you’re wishing ‘i wish you were him’… That feeling that you get when you hope that every where you go,you would see them? Just for a minute? To hear their voice? Feel the warmth of their body? Look into their eyes? The feeling of ‘love’ where you prefer silence than speaking,if thats the only way you wont argue? Can you remember how much your heart was pounding through your chest when he was sitting next to you or holding your hands? I remember, and though he may not love me.. - i love him .. with every beat of my heart.”
   
I wouldnt want you to be in the same state as I'm right now so :
    
Before we end ,
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